11年後的Reboot ⋯⋯ 我和鬼妹的再一次親蜜接觸
飛機上的硬膠 2022-6-7 18:45:23 放心,無爛尾
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近排忙緊另一單麻煩事,兼且工作環境有少少大變動

6月尾會正常每2-3日出post

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6y_day 2022-6-16 20:44:02 樓主有冇mary 嘅示意圖
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今日追哂po,好想知
艾歷臣Eriksen 2022-8-10 01:35:11 8 月一推
金娜珉 2022-8-13 06:07:08 佢唔L會出㗎喇
毒自去健身 2022-8-13 10:59:31 Dllm 冇一次準時,冇嚟交帶,你現實都係咁?
飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-13 22:48:31 對唔住,有睇我其他回覆,都知我有個朋友中咗柬埔寨嗰樣。
我近排除咗工作忙少少之外,放工又煩我朋友單嘢

黎緊星期一更新
毒自去健身 2022-8-13 23:40:39 其實主動少少講忙唔係好難,大家都係成年人在職人士
但每隔「幾個月」就講句嚟緊會更新但接近冇一次做到不如你咪撚講啦,冇人會知邊個朋友中咗邊單野,我又唔係專業Mon po
金娜珉 2022-8-14 01:38:57 收皮啦你
次次都咁講
上次又話你個frd有事今次又有事
飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-14 11:43:59 件事無完過
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條友12月尾玩到而家,一開始只係好少事,死唔認衰、死撐碌雪球越碌越大。

講真,我已經放棄,係唔想佢屋企人太可憐
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身邊其他知道嘅朋友都覺得我on9,咁出力做乜
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呢大半年,早3-4個月,日日返工放工之後就去嘗試去開解/氹/鬧佢咪錯落去;5月條友先驚無神過咗柬埔寨,就變咗去開解佢屋企人/諗對策。


真心對唔住。星期一晚會發文,信埋我呢一次
飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-15 21:47:16 M雖然貌似毫不在乎的訴說著,但臉上卻有種強作鎮定的違和感。

😕「My mum basically drag me out of my bed and along with my sisters, she drove me all the way from Kent, which was where I lived, to Southampton. It was almost a 3 hour drive. When we arrive at Southampton, it was like 1 or 2 in the morning. We stayed the night, in a completely new home. Mum was crying and was on the phone while I tried to sleep with my sisters.」

「我媽基本上是把我拉下床的。之後她就駕駛我們幾姊妹由當時住的肯特郡到修咸頓,駛了差不多有3小時。我們就在那邊的一個陌生的房子過了一晚上。媽媽當晚一邊聊電話一邊的哭,而我就一直在害怕,和我姊妹一直睡不著。」

😕「It was only a few days before my birthday, and my parents just suddenly split up. I don’t even dare to ask for celebration, and of course, I never got my Pluto jigsaw puzzle.」

「那時還有幾天就到我生日了,而我爸媽就這樣突然分開了。我那時還少,但還是不敢去叫我媽慶祝生日。當然,我也沒拿到那個布魯圖的拼圖。」

M點了根煙,抽了一口,眼神中有點空洞,繼續說著。

😕「Until I reach like 13 years old, I had always assumed that my dad did something wrong which forced her to run away. I even suspected maybe there was domestic violence involved. I never asked, and I was scared to ask. Either way, when I got to spend a weekend with my dad, I acted normal, even though I was not comfortable. When my mum met my stepdad half a year later after she ran away, I was even happy for her.」

「直到我13歲左右,我一直都以為是我爸犯了甚麼錯去讓她忍不住跑了。我還懷疑過是不是有家暴呢。我從來沒問過,也不敢去問。反正就算之後會去我爸家過週末,我心裡多不舒服也好,也一直裝無事。就連我媽帶我們跑了之後半年,認識了我後父時 我還替她高興呢。」

😕「Well, it turns out, it was my mum that faults the relationship. She met my stepdad and just ran away. And I wasted 4 years of my life, hating someone who had done nothing wrong and concerning someone who screwed everything up.」

「不過,最後發現,原來是我媽的問題。她遇上我後父後就帶著我們跑了。而我呢,在那4年一直憎恨著無孤的人;卻反而在擔心把事情弄糟了的人。」


(待續)
飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-15 21:50:25 對唔住各位,搞咗咁耐先更新。。。
身邊真係發生太多無謂但費神嘅事

今日開始再寫返,就好好咁一直到尾。
我會keep住每星期最少更一次。

今次短咗少少(因為驚太夜又唔更),但下次開始,每一篇會長返啲,同每星期一定最少更一次。

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飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-31 11:55:59 今晚8點出
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飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-31 11:56:53 今晚8點前
1Joke即發 2022-8-31 20:06:34 咪又係無 其實忙就真係無所謂 唔出就宣布休刊又好話唔再寫都好都吹你唔脹
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我由你寫印度個post開始就等你個reboot,平時鐘意儲埋儲埋先睇心諗等左一年應該可以一口氣睇哂喇掛
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到早兩日睇返碌下碌下碌到底原來都未完,甚至你2019年講得個少少
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我唔知重有幾多人等緊你喇,不過無時間/無心機就講聲喇你唉

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飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-31 20:14:39 俾多30分鐘我,寫緊
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飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-31 20:58:21 😕「Can you believe it? For nearly 4 years, I had been despising my dad, who was in fact the victim. I knew relationships are complicated but running away with your kids and blame everything on the other side? That is too much. 」

「你能相信嗎?4年以來,我一直以來鄙視我爸,卻原來他才是受害者。我明白兩個人的關係都不簡單,但是把所有的事都推到另一個人身上?太過份了吧?」

我不懂得怎麼去安慰,唯有直接的問她。
🤔「Do you hate her?」
「妳恨她嗎?」

😕「I don’t, I have been over it. Besides, I always believe fate brought people together, I try to cherish every relationship, whether it’s good or bad, it moulded the M today.」

「我沒有,早就過去了。而且,我想信有緣份才會把人拉在一起的,我會嘗試去珍惜每一段感情,好你、不好的也好,這都塑造了今天的M。」

😕「So, don’t hurt me please, who knows how I would become if you betray me.」
「所以呢,別傷害我,誰知道你背叛我後我會變成怎麼樣。」

把視角往後拉遠一下,此時的M早就把那套兔女郎服脫下了,身上只圍著一條大的浴巾。雖然還沒有御妝,但剛剛清潔後髮上還有一點點水洙。場面是非常吸引的,可不知道是因為剛剛的話題太凝重還是我不早前「梅開二度」的關係,看著眼前香艷的畫面,我仍是沒有半點的色心。

有句老套話:笑的人不一定開心,但在哭的人卻肯定是在悲傷之中。M那種把發生在自己身上的不幸運事都當作經驗的處理手法,也慢慢在將來改變了我的想法;當然,也塑造了今天的我。
飛機上的硬膠 2022-8-31 20:58:40 聽晚12點前,返到2019
飛機上的硬膠 2022-9-1 18:58:39 唔好意思,比多1日我,星期五(02/09)晚8點前出