😏「Oh, I was just about to ask you if your teeth hurts, after all, you bit a metal hard object」 「哦?我還剛打算問妳牙齒有沒有痛,剛剛還咬了那麼硬的鐵棍」
M反了下白眼,咀角微微向上揚但又忍著不笑:
🙄「Give me a break…」 「你還是算了吧。」
我迅速的把話題180度的改往浪漫的方向。
😚「I have to say, I love you more with every second passes, I really really love you, my dear.」 「我要跟妳說,每過去一秒我就愛妳多一點。親愛的,我真的真的很愛妳。」
☺️「Well, I don’t think I can love you even more, the love, is indeed at the highest level, you know. Promise me you won’t lie to me, ok? I can’t take it. Just be honest on everything.」 「我想我不能更愛你了,畢竟我對你愛的程度已經是最滿了。承諾我別騙我,不用欺騙,所有事情坦白就好了。」
😕「Hey, can I ask you a question? You can choose not to answer if you don’t feel comfortable about it.」 「能問妳一個問題嗎?妳覺得不舒服可以不回答的。」
M感到我的嚴肅,點了點頭。
😕「Have you had some terrible experience before? It seemed you are specially sensitive to lies, betrayals.」 「妳是不是有過不好的經歷?感覺妳好像特別的害怕被騙,被背叛。」
😕「So you cannot resist the urge to ask me in details.」 「結果你還是忍不住問我了呢。」
😳「I just … concern about it, and if you don’t feel comfortable about it, you can just ignore it.」 「我只是…有點擔心而已,如果妳不舒服,妳可以不用理會的。」
M靠過來,輕輕了親了我臉一下。
😕「If I told you, you will be the first person that I told about it, you sure you are ready to find out about it?」 「如果我告訴你了,你就是我第一個告訴這件事的人了,你有心理準備去聽嗎?」
M佻皮的聲音,更顯得出她的緊張,但討厭的好奇心還是讓我點了點頭。
(以下的事情是已經過M的同意才寫出來的。)
😕「To be really honest, it’s not that serious of a case, but of course, I won’t be running around talking about it. You know, when I was 8, I thought I was living in a blessed life: 2 lovely elder sisters and a younger sister who just turn 3. We would be having barbecues every few weekends. You know, I idolise my parents and thought they were the definition of a perfect couple.」
😕「Because my dad was spending quite a lot of time in his study sketching plots and diagrams and sometimes spend days at sites, oh, he’s an architect by the way. I was slightly closer to my mum when I was young. So there was this one day, which was 2 weeks before my 9th years old birthday, we were having a barbecue again… And I remember my dad was asking me what I want for my birthday present. I said I wanted a Pluto jigsaw puzzle, you know, the orange dog from Disney?」 「因為我爸在我小時候常常都在書房裏畫些圖積、計設圖那些,還有些時候有連續好幾天都在工地工作不回家,噢,說起來,他是個建築師。所以呢,我小時候稍為和我媽比較親近一點點。之後有天,是我9歲生日前兩週。我們一家人也剛好在家燒烤,我爸還問我要甚麼生日禮物。我說我想要個布魯圖的拼圖,就是迪士尼那隻橙色的狗狗。」
😕「So… it was like 3-4 days before my birthday, my dad was going out to site and will not be back in 2-3 days. Before he left, he asked me to behave and to expect the jigsaw puzzle at my birthday. It was normal until that night, when my mum woke me up from sleep.」